1/31/2011

♯ϟ D-e-P-a-R-t-U-r-E ϟ♯

Up high, from heaven,
she could see
People rejoicing every moment
deficient of her,
the aversion they held
has now turned into bliss
for the girl,
they used to call
"Bitch"
has been betrayed
by life too.
For them, it was
hard to stand
her air of domination,
her laugh
that burnt hearts and
her facade of innocence.

But there sat another girl
with her face
burried in her arms,
As
every memory
with her bestfriend
flashed infront of her
eyes that have turned

freaking red
by the tears,
refused to cease.
Best-friends-forever

that's what they were.
Never did she know
that the word "Forever"
could be so tantalizing.
She cursed God
for depriving her

of her soul sister.

The blow had wrecked
another heart,
He
sighed
with a deep sense of loss.
If only he knew
it was going to be
their last brawl,
he would have
forgiven her,
told her that
she's a weirdo
AND the sweetest sister
in this whole galaxy.
He was now left
with a void
in his life,
that was hard to fill
since irreplaceable
was she.

Truth was more appalling
to those two
who had first lifted her
in their arms,
felt her soft tiny fingers
and experienced the joy
they had never known.
It was a bolt
from the blue
that left them
fragmented,

A single bite of food
they couldn't swallow
no more
and cried themselves
to sleep every night
hoping to behold
their daughter
in their dreams.

Astounded by reality
there stood a guy
for whom, she was NOT
just another girl,
But the one
who had dug
into his heart
to find the felicity
lacking in his life
since time immemorial.
had he b
egun
to frame a world
with her   
that now laid shattered.
He retreated
to his shell
and just wished
he could say
"I Love You"
before she departed.

Even she wished to cry
but couldn't she
as her tears defied gravity
She was now no more
than just an apparition.
"I did not deserve
all that grudge"
She pondered.
If only those people
had tried
to judge her    
with their heart
in lieu of mind.
An innocent girl
with a fragile heart
really was she.
She glanced at
her bestfriend apologetically
and wanted to hug her
for the last time
to compensate
for the broken promises
but Alas!
she couldn't do that.
She looked at
her brother,
with a lump in her throat,
She knew she'd
miss him,
Only if
her brother knew
that troubling him
was her favorite hobby.
Filled with affliction       
her heart nearly split
into two

seeing her parents
immersed in sorrow.

She apologised 
to her father
for his dreams
left unfulfilled by her.

When her gaze
fell upon that guy,
she smiled in agony
for she loved him too.
Too unbearable
was the sight that
She closed her eyes,
took a deep breath

and let herself fuse
into the white light
for eternity.