1/14/2010

!Exam Tension!

Exams <--I wish they would have never come into existence. Since they've arrived on this earth, we've been pushed into that pit of suffering. This particular word is good enough to give us goosebumps! Exams and then the dreadul results, Sometimes I feel our lives have been reduced to only these two words.

I think class tests are better than those backbreaking exams when we are forced to wake up early to finish our preparation for exams. Exam days are really tiring. We cannot go out, play freely or watch new movies during exams. I mostly do well in exams but I really don't like the idea of getting up early in the morning or sleeping late at night just to m
ake sure that I get good grades. Sometimes it's just the capacity of a child, how much he can remember or how faster he grasps the lessons. So It's not fair to judge a child on the basis of his grades. Performing well in Academics is important but what is more important is the inner development of a child, his perception of the world, sense of logic and his creativity. I try hard to recall who do i really consider my favourite teacher in my school. But finally I know that I've learnt most of the things by observing the things around me and therefore I agree that observation is the best teacher. Life can also be a good teacher if you really want to learn from it and find the answers to it's questions.


But exams, I'm truly fed up of them. The no. of exams I've given infact we've given is uncountable. Besides pressure from the teachers and parents sometimes worsen our life. If we don't perform well in one exam, people assure that we'll do better in next but will this series exams ever come to an end!? As long as we do quite well in exams, everyone's happy but as our grades begin to fall, parents put more restrictions on our leisure activites. I don't know why parents and teachers expect so much from us despite knowing that we are not old enough to carry their burden of great expectations. Failure is a part of life and there's nothing wrong in making mistakes, still they want us to be perfect, Do everything right. But even we have a little world of our own, comprising friends, dreams, music, dance and fun. We cannot
become someone who we are not. We love to be ourselves.
After all everyone is unique. So I'm really against exams which make our life miserable.

1/05/2010

DiS Iz ~*L-i-f-e*~!

What is life!?..I often wonder! I've always learnt that even if you're drained, life will never wait for you, it goes on. If you fall down, you must get up before life slips out of your hand. Life..will make you laugh, it'll make you cry. If one yearns for happiness, he should also be ready to accept gloom. All we need to live life is right perception or optimism.

My life is incomprehensible. I never get what I want but I get all that I don't need. I laugh a lot. Even in the worst situations, you'll see me smiling. I don't know why I'm like this..perhaps because somewhere down my heart,I believe that at last, things will definitely fall in my favor and that's because of my positive attitude or vanity,whatever you call it. I always put my dignity first and I often listen to my heart rather than brain. But one thing I've learnt is that don't expect too much from your life for it wi
ll not always go your way, it'll take its own course. I never intend to hurt people but I simply cannot lie but I always try to convey the truth in the gentlest way. I've learnt that we must not always consider the looks of a person, looks can betray you but a beautiful heart will never. Every person has certain shortcomings and good qualities and we must try to forget his/her flaws and accept them for no one is perfect in this universe. I believe that we must not spend our life but live it to the fullest extent because tomorrow is never certain. Always do good things, thank people for their greatness, say sorry when you make a mistake, give presents to your family and friends and your life will become much simpler. Love yourself because you know no one can ever be like you. If you're not honest to others, atleast be honest to yourself. Learn from your mistakes and always try to be a good human.Atlast I would like to dedicate a few lines of a song to "me" :)

I'm a new soul, I came to this strange world.
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout, how to give and take,
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear.
Finding myself making every possible mistake!:)

My Artwork!

Indira Gandhi
I've drawn it recently for the school magazine.

I made it when I was in 6th grade.

I drew it last year..


Has simply tore it from my last year's drawing notebook :)

I made this when I was a 6th grader..



My P-o-e-m-s !(4)


MY NEW NEIGHBOUR
Days and nights have turned into hell
For peace and harmony, I still strive
I never hear my own house doorbell
Since my new neighbour has arrived.

His music system is always put on
Making ear-deafening noise every moment
To raise the hell, that guy is born
He entered my world like a torment.

Rock, hard-metal and hip hop
To stop it, what would he take?!?
As I feel like calling up a cop
For he gives me a severe headache.

When I gaze through his window
I see his slim dancing figure
I feel like taking my gun
And ask him to leave
Before I pull its
trigger,

He has become a nightmare
Every night he makes me shriek
This nonsense I can no longer bear
I am fed up of this music freak.

I only long for peace
Have mercy on me, God!!
Send somewhere this beast
Or I would change my abode.



LONELINESS
I stand still near my window
See faces heading their way
To me, no heed they show
No minute makes me gay
Petrifying silence creeping inside me
Stealing my life, my spirit away
Making me insane, I could not flee
I sit on the stairs and say
Oh mighty! why am I alone ?!?
Only silence I can wear
This heart has altered into a stone
This solitude I can no longer bear
Unknown life, unknown presence
Slowly killing me inside
No living can feel my essence
Darkness only makes me terrified
Broken are the hopes and dreams
Only stones await in my way
Lips are sealed but my soul screams
My heart sinks at the closing day
Eyes are seeking for love and affection
Someone who could return my smile
Who could show me a new direction
Someone who would walk with me thousand miles
My soul is imprisoned by these four walls
Can’t see a single ray of light
At this, my last hope falls
These unbreakable bonds hold me tight
A long road lies ahead of me
But my legs are giving up today
These invisible ties don’t let me free
Doom and despair always stay
Sun has drown in the ocean
So are my aspirations in the dark
Unable to feel wind in motion
Needles of the clock appear to bark
For love and care, I still long
But roots of silence already grew
Today I am singing a melancholy song
For I know, dreams never come true..

DREAMS
World appears chocolaty as ever
Full of milk and creams
People look sweet as honey
In my world of dreams.

I see angels in my dreams
Painting the sky with rainbow
Casting spell on everything
Astounding miracles they show.

Once I saw Santa Claus
Screaming my name with joy
Heading towards my with a smile
Carrying my most favorite toy.

I saw aliens in my dream
Uttering in a strange accent
Disappeared in a split of second
I wondered where they went.

Superman too appeared in my dream
Carrying me in the blue sky
Was joyous and happy to be
With the most happening guy.

I saw the future in my dream
Where everything was machine
Robots too over the whole world
Humans could no longer be seen.

Dreams are truly fantasy lands
Make me fresh and gay
Every night seems an adventure
Without them, I cannot stay.