(: You're Still The One :)

Let me specify that this post is exclusively dedicated to my bestie "Mandira" who happens to be the Sweetest person on earth and unfortunately is stuck with me with chances of rescue that are nil :P ;) Any deviation from the topic should be pardoned. ;)

Ever since I've met her( which was 4 years ago), I've never felt being left out. Although she's a year younger than me, it's only her who can match my zest and zeal, who can really interpret my heart and soul, can lure a secret out of me, can break my silence, can make or ruin my day :P and console me through the hardest of times. At times, I feel that she knows me better than I do.Of all those pretences, fake sympathy, plastic smiles of all hypocrites around, the one thing that happened right was Mandira. Before her, none of my secrets can remain unrevealed for more than a second. Then either I burst into tears or laughter, only she can make me feel better and loved. The impact that she exerts on me is really astonishing, since it was because of her that I resolved to continue writing. She's always there to bring my feet back to ground and to burn away my misery. Our bond is accentuated not by the fact that we both are Assamese but it is due to the similarity of thoughts, opinions and also some creepy habits.;) A conversation with her sees no end and can go on for days and nights if not refrained by our parents or hunger. hehe! :)

Now let me write down what Mandira is all about!;P She's a bit innocent, clumsy, whacky, weird(So m I) :P and also cute, smart, diligent, confident, sporty, caring and responsible :P. She's crazy on Westlife(the band) and Jesse Mccartney who often give her butterflies as she had told me. We both are in love with SRK's movies<3. She loves doing maths and abhors Social science subject, implies She is intelligent but has a poor memory capacity:P. This girl sings in the school choir and steals away gold medals during athletic meets.O' Mandy, I hate you :) She's a teacher pet, I mean, she's her teachers' favourite and is always caught doing their work like yelling at the top of her voice, on her classmates or dictating answers to them. Poor Mandira! :P The must have been thousands of projects, we have made together. But I must say that the presentation of her projects and assignments can make you shiver with jealousy. She's awesome at it. I hate you, Mandy [2] :)

The one thing, she's annoyed with is her really small eyes(an attribute of Assamese as you people know). That's where I come into the picture, it's always me who lift her up. For It's pity, when you have gorgeous hair which gleam without fail all day long(make envy factor) and flawless-glowing-fair skin that people drool over and you moan over your tiny eyes that actually make you look cute  and adorable. And she needs to get this right in her broody head. Mandy, Stop being so selfish!!:P She's fond of eating  especially chocolates( every girl's fantasy;)),sleeping and music. she's specializing in multitasking since I recently had observed her listening to FM on her cell and doing maths.:P Nowadays, She's caught in a frenzy to compose poems as good as that of William Wordsworth:/. We definitely make a perfect combo of a typical capri and a saggi(our zodiac signs). Though our signs can never get along well in the skies but on earth, we make the best of friends.

The food that her mother cooks is my favorite but the food made by Mandy never climbs down my throat.:P I shouldn't have mentioned this since I'm no cook and haven't even tried cooking till now. My mom admonishes me for this one reason! :/ I can be found at Mandy's home anytime or every time. hehe! I call her house my second home, since aunt and uncle are very sweet and always appreciate me which is in contrast to my real home.:/. Her birthday is on 31st December(last day of the year) which makes it unforgettable and I always escape.hehe!! Ahh..this article will never come to a stop If i don't cease to write at this point. So now I should better close this topic of Mandira or she'll fly to cloud nine and I don't want that! LOL :P:)

Let's conclude by saying something someone else had already said. This goes for Mandy :

"They say it takes a minute 2 find a special person, an hour 2 appreciate them, a day 2 love them, but then an entire life 2 forget them!:)"

Lurv Yew, Mandy! :)

Dedicated to Mandira :  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hzm8SFGsd_I

* Color my world *

I'm back with a bang!! not certainly!;) ..Right now, there are millions of thoughts meandering through my mind which I would have loved to write down. But I'm a bit apprehensive as I don't intend to abandon my sleep tonight. So I'd pen down only a few.

When I was really small, there were guests pouring at my home, their wonted question to me used to be, "Hey kid! What do you want to become when you grow up?!" and I, without stressing my brain much, would blurt out a reply - "A doctor". Since everybody aspired to become a doctor, i joined the race as well. Now I agnised that becoming a doctor is definitely not my shot for even the sight of blood sends a chill down my spine. Although I always had yearned to be a healer of maladies, I'd like to cure a mortal emotionally and not by handing out pills that come with loads of side-effects. And as i grew up, the range of answers to the same question, uttered by me, to different people is staggering. The list goes like - Doctor, Engineer, I.A.S Officer, I.P.S Officer, Choreographer, Painter, Wrestler (sounds funny but it's true :D), Astronaut, Space Scientist, Singer, anything, everything.A blockbuster movie, documentary or a television show was good enough to alter my mindset and goal. Besides there were people guiding me to follow dreams, they had adorned. In fact, at that time, none of these dreams seemed out of my reach. But now, when I take a look around, I see my mates and peers who have improved themselves as really graceful dancers, phenomenal painters and everything I had once aimed for. In this span of time, they have developed their art and skills to accomplish their target. I wonder, if I still have time and opportunity to dig into my concealed potential that can illuminate my destiny. At the moment, the one thing that I'm certain of, is that my profession will be related to the world of computers since I can't part with my computer even for a day. Perhaps it was this boundless affection that compelled me to write a blog, a mere excuse to spend more time in front of my PC and explore its brilliance. ;) 

I've always marveled, how the world would have looked like without colors. Every color can be associated with a feeling or emotion. Initially, I was fantasized by the color blue. For me, blue signifies the color of ocean and sky. Ocean - carrying with it the depth of emotions like love, care and faith. Sky - with its stunning vastness reminding us of the limitless potential hidden within all of us. Blue used to be my fave in the past but now I feel that life has shown me myriad colors that I've come to fancy each one of them. Red is another one that fascinates me a lot. Red - the color of love, rage and also blood( trying to sound spooky). Red is undoubtedly the most attractive and seductive color. Its radiance is marvelous and bewitching. Recently, I've taken a strong liking to light-green color as well. The color has its own appeal. Green which signifies fertility in the form of greenery, reminds me of ravishing nature and its charm over the minds of poets and writers. Girls adore pink, so do I. It's the prettiest color of all. Another very alluring color is Black- the most dominant one! It's the color which stands for egoism and sometimes also for evil. Black is considered inauspicious to put on in our customs. I certainly feel that this color possesses a unique enticing power. On the other hand, the color white denotes purity and peace. White and black complement each other. The colors that I love to wear are blue, red, green, pink, black and white. But the color who has been holding me in a trance for a long time is violet which is considered to be the most stylish of all. Often it is said that violet resembles creativity. It's just my color. I'm so grateful to God that he has decked this world with colors so enchanting!! :) 

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Song of the Day : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0K46C82v9o&ob=av3e

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^Awakened^ (P-o-e-m)

Never did I feel

So lost in this familiar world,

Like a wave of perplexity

Has swept across my sanity.

Every step lands me

In an intrigue of time

Pulling me inwards,

Into a state of hysteria.

My conscience, damaged,

By the blunders committed

In the unforgiving past.

Somehow managed to flee

Into the world of present.

But now I lie aloft

On a thin layer of solace

Dreaming my fantasies of all time

But to fulfill these yearnings,

I need to un-tighten my soul

From those clasps of time,

Rise from this level of abyss,

Fondle away every speck

Of hesitancy off my shoulders,

To make a stride

Into the world of cruel realities

At the same time, recovering

My self-esteem and conscience,

Erase those beliefs

That pull me down

And now I’m on my way

To Un-complicate LIFE…. 
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Song of the Day : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpmSHb-aRB0