12/29/2010

♣ DiS Iz "MeEh" ♣

They say "If you want to be loved, you need to love yourself first". I consider it as a fact. More I tread the journey of "Discovering Me", deeper I fall in love with myself and I never wish to cease this journey since it makes a way for me to live gaily. Now is the time, I should better dedicate this exclusive post to the chosen one - Me ( I'm a braggart :D) I think this one is going to be as silly and unpredictable as I am and some of the misconceptions, my folks hold about me will dissolve after they go through this extract.
As a kid, I was always caught bashing up guys, brawling with friends for toys and eating. This was due to the impact, my brother (elder to me) wielded on me. I was best at imitating him, it was more like a habit. But I remember I always wanted to be as fearless and gutsy as he was and hence was a bit tomboyish and a lot quarrelsome. On the other hand, as a school kid, sincerity was in my soul. I never disregarded my teachers and was unexpectedly brilliant in academics. In eyes of teachers, I was a "good apple" but my parents always thought the other way since I am the only notorious and obstinate one in the family, the reason they would always take and continue to take my brother's side. I was beyond repair. he he ;)


I've grown up playing computer games with my bro, brawling(again) with my best buddies, listening to Westlife ( My favorite Boy Band) and wondering why some things never go my way? Though now I'm big enough (only seventeen:D) but I'm still a kid at heart who needs incessant pampering and a slight push every time to get me going. Just like a typical teen girl, even I crave for fun, compliments, love and attention. But pretending to be someone I'm not is definitely not my cup of tea. I have an aversion to people who conceal their devious intentions behind a facade. I believe that everyone should have a sense of dignity for it helps them to battle injustice. When it comes to food, I'm cold and greedy since I'm a food fanatic. Otherwise I'm quite caring and considerate:) I profess my own set of philosophies on life, love and luck which always end up putting others in a baffling state. For those, who still haven't figured out what I'm passionate about or wish to know - Guys! Dance is my passion! :) My besties are my angels, when I'm on rocks, they pull me out of blue. With my mood changing like ocean, only my friends can console me during emotional outbursts. For me, the toughest thing to do is to "lie". I can be honest to the point of cruelty but I cannot be untrue to anyone. I'm just a girl who loves to talk, laugh and wonder what happens next :P I've got so accustomed to the girl I see in the mirror every morning that I cannot take her sadness. Hence I always do things that make her(me) happy. I never yield to anyone but my heart. And When I'm gone I want people to remember as "The Lady of her will".

    I think I should stop bragging now and but I can't help it. I just love the way I am :D You can call this self-obsession or vanity. But it'll always stay :) Let my conclude by dedicating few lyrics of a song to "ME"
"A girl like me
Is just a lil' different from all the rest
And a girl like me
Never gonna settle for Second Best
Could it be a boy like you
That would give me anything
If I asked him to
To take all my dreams
And Make them true
Show me all the reasons that you
Ought to be with a girl like me
Just like me"


Cold and Curious,
Anne
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