‬‬‬‬‬₪ Crazy -OR- Crazier ‬‬‬‬‬₪

It feels like days are flying off too fast or I'm consumed in activities that make it look so. But the good news is that I'm "Happy"  these days, Quite Happy! :) The happiness which is inexpressible at the moment. I'm baffled as to why I'm undergoing a fit of joy. Perhaps, the air is intoxicated or I'm a bit insane. I think this sense of felicity had lost amidst worldly stuff. Now that I can feel it, I find myself complete.

I wonder if this invasion of a sense of bliss is due the on-going vacation that permit me to watch movies, hang out with friends, stay awake late at nights and wake up quite late the following day. Not really! Or is this because I got to listen to some new and refreshing songs that blew my mind up or the new novel that is engrossing my mind and soul. Or is it the liberty of time that let me write for my blog every once in a while. But these things ain't the reason for my broad smile. There's something else!

Every now and then, it strikes me that I'm more productive when I'm alone. It's not justifiable associating the word "loneliness" with gloominess and melancholy alone. At times, solitude give us a room to reflect deeply on a tangled situation and carve a way out of it. It allows us to rediscover ourselves and even unveil an emotion tormenting us. It's true that creativity speaks through silence. Therefore I just love to spend time with myself doing nothing but letting my mind drift into the unknown.

I think I've come to fancy the concept of writing down my thoughts and feelings in a book or a diary. Last week, I found the dairy which I had misplaced a year ago. When I went through its pages, I was smiling unknowingly reminiscing the memories comprising emotions related to people who had influenced my life at that time. Memories of the past, some are sweet and others heart-wrenching. When I glanced at the poems in the diary, I burst out laughing because they were childish and quite incomprehensible. And I couldn't do anything but laugh at how silly and cranky I used to be! Lol! I think it's enough for today. I'll get back to you soon! Till then, take care! :)

Crazy and Insomniac,

 

♥ What's Love?! ♥

I don't know what's love!
but when you talk to me,
I drown in an ocean of ecstasy.
Your voice heals the affliction
of my heart,
And your words keep me
from falling apart...

I don't know what's love!
But when you look into my eyes,
It feels like I skipped a heartbeat.
And when you call me name,
I get lifted up by my feet....

I don't know what's love!
But this feeling rules me over
Day and night,
And when I'm with you,
Every color looks so bright...
 
I don't know what's love!
But in your eyes, I see
An innocence like no other,
If you are equivalent to my life,
I don't wish for another...

► Quote Of The Month ◄

¥ 5 Things I'm afraid of ¥

It is undeniable that we all hold some sort of fears that haunt us in some way or the other. I'm putting down my list of fears right here...

1. Reptiles

“Snakes, lizards, crocs- They all petrify me. There is this feeling of creepiness that penetrates my body whenever I happen to see them on television or anywhere. It's not only their deadly appearance that freaks me out but they are also venomous and can take life out of you. Even a tiger or panther looks magnificent though they are man-eaters! But reptiles, they have never fascinated me and I fear them badly! “ 

2. Death

“They say death is inevitable and I'm aware of it yet I want to live forever. Life can be disappointing and may look atrocious at times but I still don't wish to surrender to death. Because battling all adversities of life make a way for you to grow stronger mentally. The painful phase fades away some day or the other only when we hold on.On the other hand, Life is marvelous; it shows you winsome colors of love, faith and affection. Family, friends and gurus beautify your life. Since I love life more, I'm liable to hate death, hence fear it.” 

3. Ghosts

“Most of the people don't believe in their existence but I do. According to me, if good exists then so does evil. If God exists, Ghosts exist too. Science says that energy can neither be created nor be destroyed, in the same way, positive and negative energies are always balanced in nature. There's a field called paranormal studies that explains the phenomena of supernatural. This is the reason I believe not only in their existence but also fear them. I can confront any animal or person but I'd never want to encounter a ghost. Even their slightest thought gives me Goosebumps.”

4. Heartbreak

“I wish I was not as gullible as I am. I trust people so easily that when it breaks, it aches. Sometimes we just want people to be trustworthy so that it never strikes us that we are taking a chance conferring our trust upon them. And I've experienced this miserable feeling of breaking of trust. Therefore, I fear falling in love because I don't want to experience the same feeling again, because when a heart breaks, it's more afflictive. Hence I want just the right person for me, no one else!”

5. Morons

“I've wondered as to what is it that keeps me going even through toughest times and now I found the answer, it was always a positive attitude that helped me fight back most of the troubles. Even a smile can energize you effectively while resolving a problem. It's true that "one fails only when he stops trying" but this adage doesn't apply for morons (people who love to be sad). I've learnt that they are inconsolable. It's amazing how they start believing that failure is their fate. I seriously fear them the most. “ 

☻† Pursuit of Bliss †☻

Even through silence, I hear the clamor of emotions raging minds and hearts of people. In some, these emotions comprise the thrill of newly found love or compassion while in others, the emotions of grudge, anger, malice or revenge storming the hearts. Everyone is trying to settle issues that trouble them. Every now and then, we come across situations that are hard to tackle and we still strive hard to breakthrough. There are days when we long for a few words of inspiration that could help us ascend from doom.

They say life is never easy, it will make you fall and crawl through bonfires. But then, was this the motto with which God sent us on Earth? To suffer and bleed! Probably, No! We are here mainly because we are ought to be helping others to overcome their grief. But we are so engrossed in our own world, seeking compliments, avoiding criticism and becoming more rational day by day that we have forgotten to give. We find felicity in costly possessions, blaming others for our own mistakes and making others feel inferior before us. But the real happiness is felt by those who lend a helping hand to the needy, forgive people for their thousand mistakes and is always true to himself as well as others. People forget that love is stronger than hatred. Love will guide you to eternal bliss but hatred will take you nowhere.

It's ego that can certainly destroy you. People blindfolded with their big fat ego cannot take a word against them. In order to defend their ego, they end up forcing others to tears by constantly attacking their self esteem. Basically we need to understand that ego and dignity are two words apart. A sense of dignity prevents you from doing wrong. It can raise you higher in eyes of people. But ego lets you down everywhere and every time. They say God resides in each of us who help us to differentiate between right and wrong, then why do people tend to follow the path of evil. It's apparent that we have shut our eyes to morality.We strive for perfection and long for a life with things perfectly fitting into it.We have become so self-centered that tactlessness has become the order of the day. Virtues like honesty, benevolence, mercy, sympathy have lost their prudence in the present world. The father of our nation, Gandhi ji, the paragon of truth took so much of pain to make us familiar with the power of truth. But we all have turned a deaf ear to his spoken words. We feed our ego by breaking hearts and let our anger get the best of us. Man has undoubtedly lost his way in the midst of time.

I wonder if there still exist people who make mankind their business, consider honesty as the best policy, give up their comfort zone to reach to the sufferers, never disappoints a needy soul and try to obliterate his own flaws rather than pointing out faults in others. Such people do show me a ray of light through the darkest of gloom. With least apprehension,  I'm trying to cultivate such values of morality in me as well. I always stand for truth even when the majority supports a lie. I never utter a "No" when it comes to helping others. I forgive people easily and always make it a point that I don't offend anyone. I love to thrive with a hope that a little contribution by me might help in making the world a better place to live.

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Song of the Day : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwrSVDRP-2Y&ob=av2e 

♣ She's No You ♣

 ♪  TAYLOR MANIA ♪

"When I first saw you, I felt an urge to make you Mine. Was it love?! Yes!, because after Fifteen, you tend to surrender your soul to the one in possession of your heart. I could see the Change  in me. You made me Crazier. All of a sudden, I grew Fearless to the possibilities of life. I wrote Our Song. I let go off the days when I would shed Teardrops On My Guitar for the nonchalance that had pierced through me. I know that You Belong With Me and I'm waiting for the moment when you would come on a White Horse and mark the beginning of this Love Story ♥ ...... "

It's amazing, how Taylor blend the words so ravishingly, for rendition of a song that , it enamors a soul. Through her songs, she forges an enigmatic world which appears like a fairy tale where love rules. Her song lyrics invite elation in hearts of people since the words chosen are so vernacular that one can relate their own love situations to these songs. I drift away to her melodies and her lilting voice adds further allure to her songs. Moreover, her music videos are able to hold you spellbound for days. One is certainly bound to fall in love after listening to her ultra-romantic songs. 

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♪ ALLURING AVRIL ♪

"I was once your Girlfriend. But eventually things got Complicated and before it could Hot up more, you planned My Happy Ending. I needed someone to Take Me Away from this Alone state of turbulence for I could see my hopes Falling Down and your Innocence fading away. When Nobody's Home, I longed for someone to say " I'm With You" as every bliss Slipped Away. When You're Gone, I realized, we were never meant to be Together. Perhaps He Wasn't the one. Tomorrow, if I Fall To Pieces again, I'll still not regret letting you go,I Will Be stronger...."

Avril, the Punk Queen has it all. Her emo style and gothic looks make her irrevocably magnetic. With her voice so musical and concerts so lively, she certainly steals away all the admiration. Most of her songs bring out the reality of life and each song sounds just so beautiful that one is liable to get addicted to them. Her flawless singing and boldness stand out.  Ever since I've seen the videos of her live concerts, I've become a great fan of her. Moreover her gorgeousness adds to her appeal. Avril is definitely my icon. 

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♪ RAVISHING RIHANNA ♪

"I never thought that A Girl Like Me would fall for you. But when we danced in the rain with no Umbrella protecting us from those flirty raindrops and you whispered in my ear "Te Amo", there was something inside me that screamed "SOS" for i was breathless. It was unbelievable but I knew Kisses Don't Lie and I embraced you, feeling your Hotness against my body. A music took over our souls and I beseeched you inaudibly "Please, Don't Stop The Music." I drowned in your love and could see the world Take A Bow. I promise you that I will never be Unfaithful and kiss you when We Ride. As this feeling is making me insane, I'm likely to say ," I Hate That I Love You!♥ "

Rihanna and her thrilling voice can you make go down on your knees.  That's the degree of charm, Rihanna possesses. She's been my favorite all the while. The girl can make you go gaga over her songs. I can go on humming them all day long. They sound so cool and refreshing every time I listen to them. Her ever changing looks are quite impressive. She's undoubtedly a stupendous singer who has sung some of the best songs. I wish I had a voice like her ^_^  with which I could have wooed everyone. Without her songs, my playlist looks dull and incomplete. She rocks to the core! 

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Song of the Day : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2CR8wSmXNE